Tuesday, November 29, 2005
It is not just me. When I drove up to drop the puppy off after he insisted that I take her to the vet because he felt she was in pain. I knew better than to get out of the car after all I was already 1 1/2 late getting back to work. As I drove up to the house my heart was just beating because I was so excited. Just the thought of this man makes me weak at the knees. Oh my goodness. I had told him on the phone that I was not going in. This fool was standing on his back porch butt naked. He told me that If I did not at least give him a simple kiss he would stand outside all day. I turned as red as a beet. An exhibitionist...if this friendship blossoms into a flower I think I have found my soul mate. I would love to be that free and not have anyone judge me or try and put me in a box. I could not believe this. I would do the same thing if only I had not been labeled, abused, worn out and talked about for over 10 years dealing with a man who just didn't take the time to get to know me. The real me. The sensitive me that just wanted to be excepted, trusted and loved for a life time. Oh well his lost. If this man keeps this up we will be to happy butt naked ass old people rocking in a chair just living it up...

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