Monday, December 19, 2005

Warm and cozy in the place is me...

I am finally in a warm and cozy place of comfort. I am beginning to enjoy just being along with me and getting to know that spunky fun loving girl again. She (I) am slowly coming out of my shell and starting to breath again. Life is great. The man is great altogether I have noticed some qualities that I have to watch. I want to be sure to take my time and evaluate exactly what I am looking for and I have to be sure to heal completely so that I don't attract another controlling and mean spirit in my life. I don't really see that happening but anything is possible when you don't take the time needed to just be selfish with "me".

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Breath again...

Today is my birthday a time to reflect. How much have I grown over the past #years? What will I do differently moving forward to make sure the next year is even better than this one? One thing that has changes is I have found someone who makes me laugh. I don't concern myself with how long will it last, what is his motives or is he as great as he appears to be. All that matters is for this moment in time I am happy and smiling. Life is changing for the better the kids are growing up. The baby is crawling and healthy and I am in the best place I can be in for the first time in a long time. I can truly say I am at peace. I am thankful for my friends and family. I am thankful to have a place to express myself freely. I am finally taking control of my life and enjoying every bit of it. I just look forward to the next # years. Thank you beautiful for breathing life back into me. That is the nickname I have for him.